CAREFertility Forum Index FAQ Search Watched Topics Login
Register

CAREFertility Forum Index » The Sanctuary » Goodbye sweetheart Goto page Previous  1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6
Post new topic  Reply to topic FAQ  
 
KobeMonstar
Joined: 30 Dec 2000
Posts: 576
PostPosted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 8:24 am

It's good to hear that you haven't had to go to hospital. Your weekend away and time with hubby sounds like it was just what you needed at the moment. Like Nicky I wish you well for work today xx

_________________
Please be my turn!! TTC far too long!
Rct M/cs incl. Dyllan @20wks & Nafisa-Angel @16wks. Born with angel wings - Too perfect for this world.
Brandy
Joined: 16 Jun 2009
Posts: 1270
PostPosted: Wed Jul 14, 2010 8:31 am

How are you doing sweet Chelle, thinking of you.
Lots of love,
Nicole xxx

_________________


Brandy
Joined: 16 Jun 2009
Posts: 1270
PostPosted: Sat Jul 17, 2010 7:25 am

Morning Chelle,
Still thinking of you honey, hope you are getting stronger every day.
Much love,
Nicole xx

_________________


Chelle'n'Dave
Joined: 04 Jan 2006
Posts: 1372
PostPosted: Sun Aug 01, 2010 11:45 am

Hi Nicole

Sorry it's taken me so long to reply, I don't come on here much.
I'm OK. Had a really bad week 2 weeks ago but feeling alot stronger now.
Me and DH have been open with each other this time, not bottleing it up this time. We have both decided we dont want anymore TX but are looking at different options so hopefully one way or another I will still get to be a mummy.

How are you? How's your tx going? Really crossing everything for you. How are you actually feeling about having TX again.

Love CHelle x

_________________

Brandy
Joined: 16 Jun 2009
Posts: 1270
PostPosted: Sun Aug 01, 2010 1:37 pm

Hi Chelle,
Sorry to hear about your bad week and glad to hear you are feeling stronger now though.
It is good to be open with your DH, it is such an emotional journey and exploring other options is really good. I so hope that you one day have a little person to call your own.
I was always said I wanted to adopt but my DH really wants his own child, so we agreed on 4 cycles, this is our third ... so time will tell which avenue is chosen for us.
I am day 10dpt today with one good embryo and one not so good one, so I test next friday .. I am very hopeful but also gaurded if you know what I mean.
I have loads of Immune Issues diagnosed, so on an Immune Cycle .... hopefull the littel embryo can defy the odds.
I will let you know .... in the mean time take care of yourself.
Loads of love,
Nicole xxx

_________________


titchy1
Joined: 10 Mar 2008
Posts: 200
PostPosted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 9:44 am

Hi
just had my second miscarriage of twins,am devastated.logged on here for support and saw some familiar persons I'm so sorry to say.chelle such awful news you're on here I'd hoped everything was going so well for you. I'm so very sorry that we haven't yet got our dream.I feel like I'm going mad.how do I remove this bloomin ticker (totally out of date)Sad
Chelle'n'Dave
Joined: 04 Jan 2006
Posts: 1372
PostPosted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 12:49 pm

Nicole
Good luck for next Friday. Im sure your bubbas will stay around with you. Good luck hun. Please let me know how you get on.

Titchy, so sorry to here you have m/c again. I also lost twins this time round. Its so unfair that this happened to us again.
I have dealt with it alot better this time, but I had 3 weeks of not knowing if I would m/c carry or not so suppose I had longer to come to terms with it before it happened. Sometimes I think it still hasnt hit me yet.
Take care hun and Im always here if you need to talk xx

Love Chelle xx

_________________

titchy1
Joined: 10 Mar 2008
Posts: 200
PostPosted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 2:01 pm

Thank you chelle.the three weeks must have been incredibly stressful,I'm so sorry. I can't believe this has happened again,you do sound like you have got some strength from somewhere.I hope so. I see from your post you've decided on no more tx.I am going to go again,and am thinking of switching to george at care,rather thannurture to get immune tests done.I may email you off line when I get back from the hospital,got a scan in half an hour to see if any products are left inside.take care and great big hugs to everyone else on here.
Nicole,how are you doing?illl keep my fingers crossed it works put for you this time.take care of yourself.
What about everyone else?xxx
Chelle'n'Dave
Joined: 04 Jan 2006
Posts: 1372
PostPosted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 7:58 pm

Titchy
Im off to work now but wanted to say I hope the scan went OK and medically everything is getting back to normal. I still have a small amount of HCG in my system and have been having Beta HCG tests every week since m/c. It does get me down as its a constant reminder. Hopefully I can stop soon.

You are welcome to email me anytime. It's probably better if you want a chat as I don't come on here too much. I am away Wed to Sat so if you email then I will pick it up when I get back as not taking my laptop.

Take care hun, I feel so much for you.
Love Chelle xx

_________________

Chelle'n'Dave
Joined: 04 Jan 2006
Posts: 1372
PostPosted: Wed Aug 25, 2010 8:20 pm

Hi
Titchy, how are you feeling? How did the scan go? Hope you are starting to come to terms with things.

Nicole Ive just seen your signature. Congratulations!! Hope you are doing well and hope we dont see you on here other than to say hello.

Hows everyone else?

Ive had a bad couple of weeks. Ive felt so low. Its so hard not knowing what to do. I def dont want anymore treatment but can't imagine life without a child in it. I dont know where my lefe is heading at the minute.

Love Chelle x

_________________

Chelle'n'Dave
Joined: 04 Jan 2006
Posts: 1372
PostPosted: Fri Dec 24, 2010 11:47 am

To my precious Angels

I miss you every single day but Mummy is especially sad at this time of year. All I keep thinking is we should be getting so excited now Baby Bernerd for your first Christmas. I hear all my friends talking about getting ready to enjoy Christmas with their children, making reindear food and going to see Santa and I so wish I could do that with you.
Or the Twins, you should be getting ready to arrive, if you hadn't already. I can only imagine how much of a wobble I would have by now and I would be able to get out of cooking Christmas dinner!!

I miss you all so so much. I really wish you were here to tuck into bed tonight instead I have to say goodnight to you on the brightest star in the sky, just like I do everynight.

Merry Christmas Angels. All my love, Mummy xxx

_________________

Chelle'n'Dave
Joined: 04 Jan 2006
Posts: 1372
PostPosted: Tue Jun 07, 2011 4:39 pm

To my precious twins.

It is one year today since we lost you. I have been so sad today thinking of you.

Mummy is getting so much stronger and then a day like today comes and I feel like I have taken a million steps back.

I still think of you and Baby Bernard everyday. I know you are always with me and I am always your mummy. One day we will be together but that time is not yet.

Much love babies
Mummy xxx

_________________

Elizabeth hope
Joined: 20 Oct 2007
Posts: 1547
PostPosted: Tue Jun 07, 2011 6:41 pm

Chelle, I am so sorry for your loss and your sadness today.

I am in the process of telling little D that he didn't grow in Mummys tummy but in Mummys heart and that is because Mummys tummy was broken and I had to wait for him. I know its a difficult thing to think about but I do believe that he tried to come to me once but it didn't work so he found another way home to me...that was adoption. I really believe that these little souls are always coming and will come one way or another.

Never give up the hope that your little ones are coming and you will hold them in you arms and understand all this heartache one day...you will Chelle...I know it. In the meantime it will always hurt but stay strong and believe.

Be kind to yourself today.

(((HUGS)))

Elizabeth
xxx

_________________


Chelle'n'Dave
Joined: 04 Jan 2006
Posts: 1372
PostPosted: Tue Jun 21, 2011 3:54 pm

To my Baby Bernard

2 years ago today my world fell apart for the first time when we lost you.

I saw a shooting star on Sunday night, Fathers Day, and I just know it was you saying hello.

I miss you so much baby. Hope you are happy playing with the twins and your friends in the clouds.

Love you forever, Mummy xxx

_________________

ShellyM
Joined: 19 Aug 2004
Posts: 1712
PostPosted: Wed Jun 22, 2011 3:36 pm

((((hugs))))

xxx

_________________
6 x BFN
08 DE Spain - BFP!
Jun10 Nat miracle, Noah born asleep at 15 wks
Dec11 Nat Mir mc 6wks

leo
Joined: 12 Mar 2009
Posts: 1333
PostPosted: Thu Jun 23, 2011 3:17 pm

((((Hugs))))) hunny i always think about you all the time and wish one day a little miracle will be in your arms

Lots love Lynne x x x x

_________________
Jan 09 1st ivf cycle bfn Sad
July 09 2nd ivf cycle bfp Smile


Post new topic Reply to topic  
Goodbye sweetheart 
CAREFertility Forum Index » The Sanctuary
Page 6 of 6 Goto page Previous  1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6
All times are GMT
  
  


CARE Fertility © 2009