| ShellyM |
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 Posted: Tue Nov 23, 2010 6:46 pm |
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Sending you hugs rosemummy on a difficult day.
All my love Shelly xx |
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Posted: Tue Nov 23, 2010 7:19 pm |
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Posted: Thu Dec 16, 2010 10:45 pm |
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Hello my sweeties
Mummy and Daddy now have your baby brother and sister with us. Thank you for looking out for them for me. Although I am so happy that they are here safe and sound you are still very much in my thoughts as it comes to Christmas. last year was so very sad, and in 5 days time we had your funeral - the darkest day of the year and of my life. I still grieve for you and I wanted you to know that I haven;t forgotten you and wish that you were here. My beautiful Rose and my Jim. Always in my thoughts and in my heart. I love you both, don't know why I feel so sad today of all days.....
I'll speak to you again soon, just wanted you to know that I love you forever.
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2010 9:39 pm |
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| Robbo2 |
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| Joined: 14 Mar 2007 |
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2010 10:57 pm |
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Hi Rosemummy
Sending some hugs your way ((())). It's the hormones as much as anything but also the time of year - as you say we never forget but so happy that you have Rose & Jim's brother and sister with you now.
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Posted: Tue May 10, 2011 9:31 am |
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Hello Rose and Jim
's been a long time since I wrote to you but you know you are in my heart. I have been thinking a lot about you lately. Every time I look at Alex I see your face Rose. He reminds me of you, his little face. IN some ways I am glad but in others it breaks my heart to look at him. He was asleep in his chair last night and he looked as you did when you were born sleeping. It made me cry. I love you both.
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Posted: Thu Sep 22, 2011 4:34 pm |
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It's me sweethearts
I haven't been to write to you for a while. Not that I haven't thought about you every day. I just feel a bit sad at the moment. Mummy is tired looking after your brother and sisters and that makes things harder sometimes. Hope you are looking down on me. I need some sleep and that will make things better.
Love you sweeties, forever in my heart and thoughts
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Posted: Fri Nov 11, 2011 2:01 pm |
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Hello babies
It's Mummy again. I'm feeling sad at the moment, I find myself crying more and more as your anniversary approaches. Only 12 more days and already I am so sad thinking about you more and more. I'm crying every day at the moment today I have beenn crying three times and it is only 2 o clock. Why were you taken from me? It isn't fair and it breaks my heart. Esme and Alex are doing well now, they are adorable and you would be too, it's just that I didn't get a chance to see you grow up. ANd that upsets me. I wonder what you are doing? Playing nicely I hope and doing what the angels tell you to do the first time of asking!
I'll write to you on your anniversary.
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Posted: Fri Nov 11, 2011 2:31 pm |
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BIG HUGS Rosemummy. You're little angels will always know they are truely loved by you. I know how heart breaking it still feels. It will be 3 yrs since I lost my boys on twenty fifth November. Whilst the pain has eased in many ways they have been on my mind very much so. I look at Zach & feel blessed. He helps to ease the sadness. Let those tears out, it's the only way. the biggest of cyber hugs & a shoulder to cry on. Getting all teary myself.
Love Nicky xx |
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| Snoflake |
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Posted: Fri Nov 11, 2011 9:06 pm |
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Rosemummy,
sending you huge hugs across cyber space. You will always remember your Rose and Jim. November is a sad time for you, Nicky and Hutchy.
Thinking of you,
Love Julie xxx |
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Posted: Fri Nov 11, 2011 11:08 pm |
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Thanks Nicky and Julie
I just feel so sad at the moment. I can' t help it. I think the news about Shazza1 and Peachy has made it a bit worse....
Julie you have nothing but excitement to look forward to so you get on with it!!! And as for you Nikcy it is bound to be hard but of course you know how you will get through it all. It is so sad that any of us have been in this place but what makes it so bad for me is that I chose to do this. None of youchose this and it makes the perspective different....it must be a different but nonetheless less painful thing....
goodnight and sweetdreams
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| Snoflake |
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Posted: Fri Nov 11, 2011 11:14 pm |
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Rosemummy,
please dont beat yourself up or blame yourself - DONT you dare! You did what was right for you and Rose. As a mother, it was compassionate and a loving thing to do which made it all the harder.
Love Julie xxx |
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| possum1 |
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2011 1:55 am |
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Thinking of you Rosemummy.
Don't feel like you should hide your feelings of sadness. I hope you get much joy from your 3 beautiful children in the next few weeks ahead so that it may help ease your pain a little.
Love and Hugs.
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| Robbo2 |
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2011 11:01 pm |
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Oh Rosemummy
As Julie said please please DO NOT beat yourself up. You know I know where you're coming from here and you did what you thought was best - as did I.
Massive hugs coming your way - I'll e-mail soon.
Take care
Robbo x |
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Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2011 9:00 am |
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Hello Rose and Jim
2 years ago today we lost you. Mummy has been sad this morning and has shed a few tears. Your big sister is looking forward to our special tea tonight.
Love you both forever
Love Mummy and Daddy |
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Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2011 9:54 am |
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| Rosemummy - thinking of you today x I'm know your angels are watching over you and your family today x I hope you can manage to smile today and enjoy your special tea x big hugs xx |
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Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2011 10:01 am |
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Rosemummy - You are very much in my thoughts today. Have shed a few tears too. I'm sure all our little angels are playing together & will be having a special tea as well. Hope Esme & Alex give you lots of loving smiles today. BIG HUGS x
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Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2011 10:09 am |
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Bless you ladies - thinking of you Rosemummy, Nicky, Wenna and Hutchy and Smellycat and Alex.
BUT - you all have precious babies or babies to be very soon and I am SO happy for you all but still sad for your lost angels
Take care - and love to all the angels
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Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2011 2:44 pm |
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Rosemummy,
Sending hugs to you all. I hope the clouds part for you and you see a little sunshine on such a dark day.
lol
Reds
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Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2011 11:05 pm |
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Thanks everyone
We have had a nice day, of course tears but nothing major and I am quite proud of how I have been. In fact I have had a nice day and Reds the clouds did part thank you so much and I had mostly smiles....
So Although I miss my babies i have so much to be grateful for but then again I never was ungrateful but you know what imean.....there are so many ladies that deserve children and can;t so although I have lost my Rose and Jim I know I am lucky lucky lucky (if I was able to wear glittery kylie pants i would...)
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| peachy |
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Posted: Thu Nov 24, 2011 9:39 am |
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Hi Rosemummy
Just want to say you are in my thoughts. I am glad you managed to get through the day and smile.
Love and hugs xxx |
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Posted: Fri Nov 25, 2011 11:11 am |
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HI Peachy, thanks for you message. how are you doing? Please email me if you would like to. Am thinking of you.
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Posted: Sat Jan 14, 2012 11:06 pm |
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Hello my babies
I am thinking of you at the moment...more and more really. Not because I'm unhappy but because I find life tough sometimes. We are all fine but I do think about you and I went to delete all the messages from my email that I had...I did it but then had to get them back. I have to keep them for your brothers and sisters when I go to heaven with you. I know they won't ever really understnad unless it happens to them but I truly hope it doesn't. I just hope that when I leave this earth I will be very old and so will your siblings so they will perhaps understand how hard things were if they have kidsw of their own...I won't tell them until they have their own because I think it is so hard for them to understand how I could do this....but I will print off all these things so they have a record of how difficult and how much I loved you and I would never have done this unless we had no choice.
we love you and always will. Alex looks liek you Rose.....
Love forever
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| Robbo2 |
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Posted: Sun Jan 15, 2012 10:16 pm |
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Oh Rosemummy
I think about this often as of course we would. I'm feeling pretty emotional too at the mo what with one thing and another. As you say hopefully it will never happen to their siblings and only those that have been in this situation can truely know what their decision would have been - let's hope they understand.
Sending massive hugs.
LOL Robbo xx |
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Posted: Wed Nov 21, 2012 8:08 am |
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Hello Rose
I was thinking of you yesterday at the moment I took you away from the pain. I haven't been on here for a long time but doesn't mean to say I don't think of you. Your anniversary is on Friday, feeling very sad at the moment. Not sure if Daddy will remember, I hope he does. I am planning your special tea.
Love you sweetie
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