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Hi Rosemummy
I just wanted to see how Alex was? Hope all ok.
I had a very sicky weekend but I am fine and dandy now and trying to step forward again after my blip last week.
Take care xx |
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Posted: Tue May 24, 2011 8:47 pm |
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Hi Sar
ALex is OK now thanks, hopefully he won't mess about tonight and will sleep well.....sorry to hear that you have been poorly - was it a bug or something you ate? I hate vomiting, I would rather have anything else than that. Luckily for me I have quite a strong constitution and I didn't have any morning sickness with any of my pregnancies. You will have blips but my advice is stay away from sad films!!! Like I stayed away from one born every minute - I would have done something terrible if I had watched that....
best be off, hope you are OK....
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Posted: Wed May 25, 2011 1:09 pm |
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Hi
Glad Alex is ok. I am staying clear of films like that from now on. Having a major stress at work today. I am ready to shout at people. Why do people just make life hard for you. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Hey ho holiday time next week I think I need it. LOL.
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Posted: Tue May 31, 2011 11:05 pm |
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Hi all
I hope you are well. Smelly cat hows your bump doing? How many weeks are you now? Rosemummy I hope your 2 bundles are behaving LOL. I went for my review meeting today and Mr A was lovely. I asked about trying again and he said I would be ok to go ahead if I wanted to and so i asked if I could do it the end of July and he said he could see no reason why not.
I was so proud I didn't cry once. We chatted for almost an hour and he answered all my questions and it looks like I will do the same sort of protocol as before and just hope that my little bundle up above is just looking down and will help us along the way.
So end of July it is. It will come round pretty quick I am sure its only 8 weeks away so got to get eating healthy and try to lose half a stone.
If this doesnt work this time well thats it for me I have no more money in the pot unfortunately. So I am crossing everything i have that it works.
Take care of yourselves.
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2011 5:08 pm |
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Well baby its all gone wrong again. My little embies didnt want to stay with me and that was my last go. I will never ever regret going through this ivf process but I do regret never getting to meet you apart from seeing you on a screen. I will cherish that memory for ever.
Your mummy for just a little time xx |
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2011 9:23 am |
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Sar, I'm sorry. I've been away on hols and just seen this post. I take it there was a h/beat? I'm so sorry.
I'm here to chat but don't get on as often these days so it may be a few days before I reply.
big hugs
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2011 2:56 pm |
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Hi Rosemummy
Oh your pic is lovely. Dont worry about not being in touch life must be hectic. As I said the last treatment didnt work so no babies for me unfortunately and I cant afford to try again. I have however just posted and enquiry to the Local Authority to see about adoption. I dont think I will fit the criteria as I am 41 overweight and single but I thought I would try. Surely a loving home with someone who wants a child has to count for something. Hey ho.
Hope your getting as much as you can out of those beautiful kiddies.
Take care xx |
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Posted: Fri Nov 04, 2011 11:07 am |
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To my angel
I just wanted to pop on to say hello my angel you should have been born tomorrow but for some reason you were taken away from me. You are thought about every single day and as the fireworks raise into the sky tomorrow night I will think that they are sending you my love and lighting up the darkness.
All my love to you angel
Mummy xxxxxxx |
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Posted: Fri Nov 04, 2011 6:59 pm |
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Posted: Sat Nov 05, 2011 6:21 pm |
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Sar - your little angel is watching over you tonight and willing you to be strong. I am thinking about you and with Taz, sending you a very big cuddle.
Taz - you can have one too xxx
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Posted: Wed Feb 08, 2012 7:04 pm |
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Hi Baby Hope
I have been thinking a lot about you this week. This time last year I was injecting myself and getting myself ready to try to bring you into this world. I know that you are being looked after up there and i hope that you know that you are always in my thoughts.
Love Mummy xx |
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Posted: Wed Feb 08, 2012 7:28 pm |
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Hi Sar,
I haven't been on to the BB lately as I have been finding it all a bit too much to handle if I'm honest. Just popped on and saw you had posted to your Angel. I don't want to intrude but just wanted to send you a cuddle as I know it is so hard. Not a day goes by when I don't think about my lost babies.
I'm probably going to go missing for a while as I have found being away from here helps me to move on. We have made contact with a couple of adoption agencies and one of them is looking favorable.
Hope your next journey goes smoothly, not sure if you are on FB but if you are I'm friends with Mummy Hen so she will be able to direct you to me. It would be lovely to keep in touch but I just find it so very hard coming on here and now I've made the decision to end my IVF journey i just feel like I need closure.
Sending you a big cuddle Hun and thanks for all your support over this last few months. Your little Angel will be so proud of you.
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Posted: Wed Feb 08, 2012 8:06 pm |
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Hi Taz
Thanks ever so much I had a little cry with those kind words. I honestly thought I was passed crying but just last week i started in the car for no reason at all. Ridiculous really. I would love to keep in touch my email address is ?????? I would love to hear from you and I will then pass on my mobile number. I am so pleased to hear that you are moving towards adoption some child is going to have the bestest  mummy and daddy ever when they move in with you both. I am chatting to ladies on the what next BB adoption angels if you want to pop on sometime and chat with us there is Mel and Elizabeth Woo and Wobally and a new lady called Mrs C she is just starting out like us too.I have found their knowledge invaluable so far as they are so far down the line or have adopted before. I have also been in touch with Mummy Hen too to say that if she can get in touch with you to give you my email address.
I really would love to keep in touch we have been through so much and its something that normal (!!!) people have no clue of.
Sending you big cuddles back and hope to hear from you soon.
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Posted: Thu Mar 29, 2012 5:10 pm |
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Hello my darling. It was a year today that you became an angel and I have missed you and thought about you everyday since. Today I have been on an adoption training course and I woke up this morning with my mind full of that then like a big bolder hitting me I remembered that horrific day last year. I miss you so much and wish with all my heart you were with me now. I have had to be so strong today and now as I type I am allowing myself a tear or two. I know that I should be strong and that you would want me to be but I still have tears left inside for you.
Mummy loves you with all her heart and I am sending you a huge hug.
All my love
Mummy xxxx |
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Posted: Thu Apr 05, 2012 4:10 pm |
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Today has been hard little one. I have thought about how horrific this time last year was and how empty I felt after leaving the hospital.
I have just lit my lovely candle and I am now going to have a cup of coffee and think about you. But then my angel mummy will move on and step up to the mark again. You will always be my first thought when I wake and my last as I sleep.
sleep well my angel.
All my love
Mummy xxxx |
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Posted: Tue Apr 10, 2012 10:56 pm |
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Sar...just seen this and my heart goes out to you.
Stay strong and believe that you will one day be a Mummy and hold your little one. However your little ones get here they will get here if you leave you dreams and doors open.
((Hugs))
Elizabeth
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2012 2:51 pm |
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Hi Baby
Just wanted to tell you that tomorrow I will be thinking off you all day. You would have been 1 tomorrow and I still think of you my little angel every day.
Mummy loved you very much and always will.
Sleep peacefully my baby xxx |
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Posted: Tue Mar 26, 2013 4:07 pm |
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Hi Baby
Well my darling it has been 2 years on Friday since you were taken away from me and I still think of you daily. I have a beautiful boy now who I am adopting but you are always in my thoughts.
Mummy hopes that you are a beautiful angel and know how much you are missed.
Thinking of you my angel
Mummy xxxxx |
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