CARE Fertility Bulletin Board

Sue123 · 21 Oct 2009

Hello everyone!

I hope you are all ok. Im plodding along with my xmas preparations at school, learning the songs, getting costumes ready etc. Only 3 weeks until we do our xmas nativity! ahhhhh!!!

Im still debating whether to go with Dec or Jan start for the FET. In some ways I want to start in Dec so I know sooner rather than later whether its worked. On the other hand Im scared stiff of reaching the end of our journey as weve decided this will be the last go. We have no more savings and my husband is going back to college to do nursing in January for 3 years so a major drop in income (from a police officer) so a loan is not really pheasable. Think Im going to start praying even though Im not religious!

How are you all? What have you been up to?
Sue. xx

JEP · 26 Jun 2011

Hi Sue
Oh it must be hard knowing what it the best time to go for it?
I think you need to feel as physically and mentally prepared for it as possible then you will know you have given it 100% so if it doesnt work then you can have no regrets.
I guess it will be down to you to work out when that is? are you the type of person who is superstitious (I kind of am!!) by saying 2012 will be a 'fresh start' etc etc? or would you rather just crack on knowing dec is as good a time as ever?
I know I am just starting to feel 'normal' emotionally last few weeks and physcially too - I'm sure my ovaries are still swollen as pains at times so i'm glad I have another month or two. Also helps we have our holiday planned mid jan then I will get staight onto it after then so I guess we have a natural time frame because we cant start before then - dont want to be possibly preggers when sliding down the ski slopes in austria!
it's a shame about funding - it must be v hard knowing that is your last go and I agree getting into a lot of debt for this is awful. Policework is not the kind of thing he could do at weekends to get some cash when he's at uni is it, not like other jobs hey??! (my Hubby is in the job too!).
playing the lotto every week? we are!
I too am not religious but I do a sort of good luck wish in bed at night - hoping that what we deserve will happen to us 'when the time is right - but please let this be soon cause I can't cope with doing this for many more years'. I think this whole emotional rollercoaster does play havoc with the old brain cells. Hubby thinks I'm a bit mad at the best of times.
I know that is not much help but wanted to let you know what's been going on in my thoughts.

nativity stuff sounds fun and I bet the children are excited - cant belive xmas only around the corner. anyone done their shopping? I have started but it all seems a bit materialistic when youve got nno baby - people keep asking me what I want - can hardly say 'vouchers for CARE please incase we need them next summer!' 'dont want socks or chocs just a pregnant belly thanks!' so instead I just say - oh nothing - you surprise me!

JC - what you doing? back into the old swing of things at work - keeping the old boys and their lungs happy?

Sadie - what wedding plans have you made? I'm terribly excited for you both!

AFM just pootling along - felt happier when i'd planted some winter flowering plants around fraggle's pots. also filled the bird feeder so now we have a bird book out as loads of little ones all different colours coming to feast near by. what a pair of geeks we are! oh well - the small things make small minds happier! I came second in a horse competition yesterday so got a big blue rosette - first tiem been on my friends horse to a competition - he behaved v well and I ws pleased to beat some of the others. gave me that nice feel good feeling that I remember.

otherwise life generally good just looking at the calendar for jan thinking it will be here before i know it & back onto the drugs.....

Good luck everyone & keep us posted on what you decide sue. JC and Sadie - you decided what & when yet?!
x

Jc x · 30 Jul 2011

Hi guys well i rang with my day 21 and was told i cant cause that was when care were closed when i woud be ready for transfer Sad

i knew though before i rang. But they invited me in for my protocol and meds before they closed so i can crack on for transfer mid jan Smile

Sue cant belive your other half wants to be a nurse just finished 9 days im knackered but then again loved 3/4 of it i left for my days of with choclates and called an angel by 2 so it is rewarding at times, but tell him you still deal with shit literally haaaa Wink

How many goes of IVF have you guys had ?

Hope Fraggle likes his plants, my J likes his x

ive been doing an extra shift a wk with the bereavement team at work and loving it, will come in handy as DH is redundant now from work but i really enjoy supporting others x Im Still keeping my self to my self from some close friends but no one is going to cause me stress next time x

Well at least i can have bubbles at new yr but i know what i would of prefered but life always throws s**t at us but its how you deal with it that makes you x x x

Love to you all S x J x S x and anyone else who needs it x x

MrsSadie · 30 Jun 2011

Hi you three!!

Still been reading through even though not had time to post!!

Looks like you're all set to go in the New Year - will be keeping everything crossed for all of you, you all deserve it!!

Sue - Hope the school Christmas preparations are going well - its DD first Christmas at school and she's absolutely full of all the Christmas joys, singing carols and looking forward to being a shepherd!! This is definately the time of year when I would love to be a teacher!! Get the stress over now and in the New Year nice and relaxed for a new successful cycle!!! xx

JC - how's work?? Keeping you busy?? Baby's rose plant has three new yellow roses on it!! So strange considering the time of year but a lovely comfort!! xx

JEP - I posted on the July cyclers thread been meaning to for so so long but never got round to it, looks like they're all set for New Year too and Konley looks like she's starting first (I'm sure she was the last of us last time...) How's doggy?? Still managing the long walks in this weather??

AFM, Wedding preps going brilliantly, everything is in place and I can have a rest on the run up to Christmas before all the finer details need setting in the New year (they're the best bits aren't they, hair and make-up trials, dress fittings etc - going to make sure I enjoy every minute!!)

I cancelled my review appointment, we're holding off to cycle for the wedding anyway and really we just don't feel strong enough to go again yet. We're taking comfort from the fact that I got pregnant in the first place, that was a miracle in itself!! And we will go again just not yet.... I couldn't face the review, as it got closer I just didn't feel ready to go back there.

Anyway hope to speak to you all soon,

Lots of love to you all xxxxx

JEP · 26 Jun 2011

Hey guys
glad to hear things are good for you Sadie - been thinking about you all and wondering how things were progressing Sadie with your wedding plans. Sounds exciting & I'm not surprised you have put the IVF on the backburner. that is fine - plenty of time. Glad your DD excited about Xmas - sheperd hey? how very non sexist!!! are the boys being angels too?!

JC - bet all the wards crammer full of oldies with bad chests - I'm sure that comes wiht the delights of hospital managers wandering the wards every day trying to send people home so they dont 'bed block'. Joyful!!! at least you can wear tinsel and brighten up their day!

Sue - not long to go til the end of school term - I bet you're really in the Christmas Spirit with all the singing and practising for the nativity plays.

I'm not really ready for xmas - done some more online shopping today as a lot of the deadlines are this weekend or tuesday I think for delivery before the big day! Hubby got 3 days off so that will be really nice and we are not cooking the turkey for a change! will be taking the cheese course and probably doing significant amounts of washing up to make up for it!!!

I've been having a sad few weeks. Not sure whats going on really. I think it's dawning on me that we may never make a baby and then one day the dog will die and I'm anxious about my hubby dying too as he's waiting for an appointment with a cardiologist cause he's getting 'flutters' but is known to have a small hole in his heart. Then I keep thinking I'll be on my own. My mood has dipped quite a lot and Ive been really tearful - I'm frustrated as I dont even have to be thinking about anything emotional really. Hubby doesnt know what to do except cuddle me - which is all I want really. He's jokingly said he'll ask Care to freeze some sperm incase he dies & I can use it after he's gone!!!! funny initially but actually horrific idea! So we're going to ring Care on Monday to see if I can book in for some counselling. I'm then wondering if I'm putting xtra pressure onmyself to be 'relaxed' and chilled out so that stress doesnt have an adverse effect on the FET. Bugger!!! v annoyed but have decided just to try & keep smiling - we are having a relaxed wend - putting xmas tree up today (which is v early for us!) and a nice walk with friends tomorrow followed by a roast - again not cooked by me! Am sure it's just hormones cause of having AF too - sad am not miraculously pregnant this month although I'm stupid to think of that anyway.

So enjoy teh festivities gang and keep in touch

I'll let you know how I get on at CARE if I have the guts to make an appointment!!!
JEP
x

JEP · 26 Jun 2011

Hey guys
glad to hear things are good for you Sadie - been thinking about you all and wondering how things were progressing Sadie with your wedding plans. Sounds exciting & I'm not surprised you have put the IVF on the backburner. that is fine - plenty of time. Glad your DD excited about Xmas - sheperd hey? how very non sexist!!! are the boys being angels too?!

JC - bet all the wards crammer full of oldies with bad chests - I'm sure that comes wiht the delights of hospital managers wandering the wards every day trying to send people home so they dont 'bed block'. Joyful!!! at least you can wear tinsel and brighten up their day!

Sue - not long to go til the end of school term - I bet you're really in the Christmas Spirit with all the singing and practising for the nativity plays.

I'm not really ready for xmas - done some more online shopping today as a lot of the deadlines are this weekend or tuesday I think for delivery before the big day! Hubby got 3 days off so that will be really nice and we are not cooking the turkey for a change! will be taking the cheese course and probably doing significant amounts of washing up to make up for it!!!

I've been having a sad few weeks. Not sure whats going on really. I think it's dawning on me that we may never make a baby and then one day the dog will die and I'm anxious about my hubby dying too as he's waiting for an appointment with a cardiologist cause he's getting 'flutters' but is known to have a small hole in his heart. Then I keep thinking I'll be on my own. My mood has dipped quite a lot and Ive been really tearful - I'm frustrated as I dont even have to be thinking about anything emotional really. Hubby doesnt know what to do except cuddle me - which is all I want really. He's jokingly said he'll ask Care to freeze some sperm incase he dies & I can use it after he's gone!!!! funny initially but actually horrific idea! So we're going to ring Care on Monday to see if I can book in for some counselling. I'm then wondering if I'm putting xtra pressure onmyself to be 'relaxed' and chilled out so that stress doesnt have an adverse effect on the FET. Bugger!!! v annoyed but have decided just to try & keep smiling - we are having a relaxed wend - putting xmas tree up today (which is v early for us!) and a nice walk with friends tomorrow followed by a roast - again not cooked by me! Am sure it's just hormones cause of having AF too - sad am not miraculously pregnant this month although I'm stupid to think of that anyway.

So enjoy teh festivities gang and keep in touch

I'll let you know how I get on at CARE if I have the guts to make an appointment!!!
JEP
x

JEP · 26 Jun 2011

Hey guys
glad to hear things are good for you Sadie - been thinking about you all and wondering how things were progressing Sadie with your wedding plans. Sounds exciting & I'm not surprised you have put the IVF on the backburner. that is fine - plenty of time. Glad your DD excited about Xmas - sheperd hey? how very non sexist!!! are the boys being angels too?!

JC - bet all the wards crammer full of oldies with bad chests - I'm sure that comes wiht the delights of hospital managers wandering the wards every day trying to send people home so they dont 'bed block'. Joyful!!! at least you can wear tinsel and brighten up their day!

Sue - not long to go til the end of school term - I bet you're really in the Christmas Spirit with all the singing and practising for the nativity plays.

I'm not really ready for xmas - done some more online shopping today as a lot of the deadlines are this weekend or tuesday I think for delivery before the big day! Hubby got 3 days off so that will be really nice and we are not cooking the turkey for a change! will be taking the cheese course and probably doing significant amounts of washing up to make up for it!!!

I've been having a sad few weeks. Not sure whats going on really. I think it's dawning on me that we may never make a baby and then one day the dog will die and I'm anxious about my hubby dying too as he's waiting for an appointment with a cardiologist cause he's getting 'flutters' but is known to have a small hole in his heart. Then I keep thinking I'll be on my own. My mood has dipped quite a lot and Ive been really tearful - I'm frustrated as I dont even have to be thinking about anything emotional really. Hubby doesnt know what to do except cuddle me - which is all I want really. He's jokingly said he'll ask Care to freeze some sperm incase he dies & I can use it after he's gone!!!! funny initially but actually horrific idea! So we're going to ring Care on Monday to see if I can book in for some counselling. I'm then wondering if I'm putting xtra pressure onmyself to be 'relaxed' and chilled out so that stress doesnt have an adverse effect on the FET. Bugger!!! v annoyed but have decided just to try & keep smiling - we are having a relaxed wend - putting xmas tree up today (which is v early for us!) and a nice walk with friends tomorrow followed by a roast - again not cooked by me! Am sure it's just hormones cause of having AF too - sad am not miraculously pregnant this month although I'm stupid to think of that anyway.

So enjoy teh festivities gang and keep in touch

I'll let you know how I get on at CARE if I have the guts to make an appointment!!!
JEP
x

JEP · 26 Jun 2011

Hey guys
glad to hear things are good for you Sadie - been thinking about you all and wondering how things were progressing Sadie with your wedding plans. Sounds exciting & I'm not surprised you have put the IVF on the backburner. that is fine - plenty of time. Glad your DD excited about Xmas - sheperd hey? how very non sexist!!! are the boys being angels too?!

JC - bet all the wards crammer full of oldies with bad chests - I'm sure that comes wiht the delights of hospital managers wandering the wards every day trying to send people home so they dont 'bed block'. Joyful!!! at least you can wear tinsel and brighten up their day!

Sue - not long to go til the end of school term - I bet you're really in the Christmas Spirit with all the singing and practising for the nativity plays.

I'm not really ready for xmas - done some more online shopping today as a lot of the deadlines are this weekend or tuesday I think for delivery before the big day! Hubby got 3 days off so that will be really nice and we are not cooking the turkey for a change! will be taking the cheese course and probably doing significant amounts of washing up to make up for it!!!

I've been having a sad few weeks. Not sure whats going on really. I think it's dawning on me that we may never make a baby and then one day the dog will die and I'm anxious about my hubby dying too as he's waiting for an appointment with a cardiologist cause he's getting 'flutters' but is known to have a small hole in his heart. Then I keep thinking I'll be on my own. My mood has dipped quite a lot and Ive been really tearful - I'm frustrated as I dont even have to be thinking about anything emotional really. Hubby doesnt know what to do except cuddle me - which is all I want really. He's jokingly said he'll ask Care to freeze some sperm incase he dies & I can use it after he's gone!!!! funny initially but actually horrific idea! So we're going to ring Care on Monday to see if I can book in for some counselling. I'm then wondering if I'm putting xtra pressure onmyself to be 'relaxed' and chilled out so that stress doesnt have an adverse effect on the FET. Bugger!!! v annoyed but have decided just to try & keep smiling - we are having a relaxed wend - putting xmas tree up today (which is v early for us!) and a nice walk with friends tomorrow followed by a roast - again not cooked by me! Am sure it's just hormones cause of having AF too - sad am not miraculously pregnant this month although I'm stupid to think of that anyway.

So enjoy teh festivities gang and keep in touch

I'll let you know how I get on at CARE if I have the guts to make an appointment!!!
JEP
x

MrsSadie · 30 Jun 2011

JEP,

I never thought about the shepherd thing - I wonder if we will have boy angels!! Its a week on Tuesday so we'll soon find out!!! Although from the boys in DD's class I think they'd struggle for an angel - not exactly angelic!!

So sorry you're feeling a little down, I don't think the time of year helps very much, I've read a couple of people say that this time of year makes it worse, plus we've also got that feeling that things could have been different had out miscarriages not happended. I know what you mean about that irrational fear of losing everyone though because I've been exactly the same, you've made me feel a lttle better about it actually, thats it not just me!! I lie awake at night worried something will happen to DH2B or DD, I suppose it's only natural when you've experienced a loss. I think the counselling appointment may well help but its that first step to making it isn't it?? You've got a wonderful skiing holiday to look forward to plus a lovely Christmas, just be kind and gentle to yourself then you'll be all set and super positive for a succssfuly FET!!! Got everything crossed for you,

Sadie xxxx

MrsSadie · 30 Jun 2011

Oh and JEP forgot to say, I had a miscarriage before DD and I had counselling eventually - so wish I'd gone for it earlier because it helped me so so much, just to be able to speak to someone not involved and maybe say things you think but feel you would sound silly to say. It also helped me this time round too without even having to go again xx

MrsSadie · 30 Jun 2011

Hi everyone

i just wanted to pop on to say i hope you are all doing ok and i wish you a very merry Christmas and a very fertile new year!!!

JEP - i hope everything is ok with dh i think you said he was having a check up with his heart??

JC - i hope all your boys with willies are ok! And you won't be too run off your feet this Christmas!!

Sue - hope the nativity went well

love and best wishes to all,

Sadie xxxxxxxxx

JEP · 26 Jun 2011

Hey guys

Wishing you all a very merry christmas and a healthy 2012!
I hope all of our dreams come true in 2012!
Hoping it will be an amazing year if my rose bush is anything to go by - I planted it on the day I took my first drug with my ICSI cycle. It's a 'lucky' rose and it still has fresh pink buds even now! Am hoping this is a good omen for us all! Even though it had plenty of fresh buds last time.
I will be taking the pill from tomorrow so that then can take it until after skiing then have a withdrawal bleed then get started on our cycle end of jan. my period has been weird this time and I've still had daily a spotting for 2 weeks which is v unusual. I've also been feeling sick for a week so did a not surprising negative pregnancy test last night just to check all ok. I've got the lurgey so presume the nausea is associated with that as lots of it going around I know!

So I hope you guys are all well and ready for some festive cheer? Jc - are you on shift over Xmas? Hope you all have nice plans. Hubby on nights tonight so I will get up & out so he can have about 4 hrs sleep then he will be woken up to open presses & get to visit relatives & eat loads! Thankfully for a change he is not back at work til wed so a nice couple of days off together. Sadie - he did go to the cardiologist & has more tests booked for the new year. He thinks it will all be fine though so that's a bit of relief. Our counselling appt is at care the first week of the new year and then I'll start my Accupuncture again too.

Can't believe the fertility rollercoaster is about to take a new turn again! Saying that - I'm so bad at drinking alcohol now it's no bad thing - got merry at my works party last week which was comedy but didn't enjoy the headache the next day!
Sue - have you decided when you a trying again? And you jc? Sadie hope the wedding plans coming on nicely
Lots of love to you all
Xxx

Sue123 · 21 Oct 2009

Hello everybody!

I hope you have all had a nice xmas. Mine was fine (not a xmas person at best of times and this year seemed even harder). I managed not to eat too much aswell which is good!!

Did anyone get any good presents? I got a kindle & a necklace amongst other bits and bobs.

JEP- Know what you mean about the drinking. I had 2 glasses of wine on xmas day and felt really drunk! Ha ha.

Anyone got any exiting plans for NYE. I'm going to football, but no drinking afterwards-straight home for a takeaway and quiet night in.

I'm hoping to start my FET asap. Am waiting for my period which is 2 weeks late. (Ive also done a PT to check but suprise suprise its negative) Think its late because I had a lot of stress at work the week before xmas. Anyway hopefully it will come soon then I can get going. Prob will be transfered around end of Feb I think.

Take Care. xxxxx

JEP · 26 Jun 2011

Good to hear from you sue. I know what you mean about not enjoying this Xmas in someways. We've spent loads of time with my fab 18month old niece but can't help think every time we dance, or practice blowing kisses or stroking the dog that we should have made her a cousin by now! Anyway - 2012 is going to be THE year for us!
So JC you still aiming for transfer mid-end of jan?
Sue - are you just be doing injections before yours? looking at the dates you expect for transfer end of feb?
We will be doing 'natural FET' so no injections. Just start oral drugs day 1. Hoping this will be around the 22/1 after skiing. I've looked at the cycle buddies threads - seems dec-jan one quite busy but we will be jan-feb. not sure if will join another group or perhaps post a bit less frequently on our old July thread as some action on there. One in 2ww and one preparing again. Will see nearer the time. What do you think you guys will do?
Sadie - how are you? Still enjoying the wedding prep? Hope nothing too stressful and you are enjoying every minute of it. Make the most of not having to think or worry about ivf for a few months!

Anyone got good plans for nye? I'm not doing anything much. My hubby working til midnight. Been invited out to my bros and some friends but not convinced I want to do either!! Feel a bit anti-social & would rather get an early night! Bah humbug!!!

Love
JEP
X

Sue123 · 21 Oct 2009

Hi JEP'
I'd looked on the cycle buddies thread aswell. I decided I'd wait until I actually start before I join one as I dont know which month the transfer will be. I wish Id gone with my Nov period now seen as my cycle seems to have gone completely haywire since!
I don't have to inject on this FET. Apparantly I go to the hosp. on day 21 for a scan and if all is well they give me an injection which lasts 4/5 weeks and replaces the bursrelin as far as I know. Then I just have to take the oestrogen tablets until my lining is ready for transfer.
Another thing which I don't think Ive mentioned on here, When I had my review they said they would put me on some injections to thin my blood after transfer to try to prevent another m/c. They are not saying that is why I m/c but it is a possibility. Anyone else been told to do this? I think its one injection a day but I dont know for how long.

Enjoy the rest of your hols everybody. xx

JEP · 26 Jun 2011

Hiya sue
I've never heard of that long lasting injection!! Sounds good that you don't need the others though!
The blood thinning thing is a theory that recurrent m/c can be ?caused by small clots to the blood flow & placenta etc etc. they want me on aspirin which is a very minor version of this. The thinning injections will be the same as they give patients who have had a blood clot in their leg I think! Interesting. Worth asking for more info on! I've also heard of women taking Viagra tablets to thicken the lining of the womb which was a potential issue for me but decided I'm not going to ask about that! I don't think it makes a lady aroused but apparently v light headed and flushed!!hahaha!
Annoying that AF not arrived for you - blooming typical eh?!
Agree there is quite a time to wait & see what happens with the other cycle threads - we've still got each other though!
Enjoy the new year if I don't come back on before.
I'll say it again - 2012 is going to be our year!
X

MrsSadie · 30 Jun 2011

Hi you three,

Don't know whether you all still check this thread but I wanted to pop on because i know that you'll all be starting your new cycles soon if you haven't already. Jep I think you're skiing at the mo!!! Lucky you!!

I just wanted to wish you all lots and lots of luck with these cycles I can completely understand how you must be feeling and I'm keeping my fingers crossed you'll all be successful this time round - you all deserve it! Anyway I'll probably pop back and see if any of you have posted anywhere about how you're doing but if you do check this thread agani, I'm thinking of you and sending you all lots of positive thoughts and sticky babydust!!!

Lots of Love,

Sadie xxxx

Sue123 · 21 Oct 2009

Hi Sadie,

Nice to hear from you. I hope you are ok and had a good xmas.

Me and JEP are on a Cycle Buddies thread Feb/March FET I think its called. Am a bit apprhensive about starting again but youve got to be in it to win it- so they say!

Not sure what JC is up to- I hope you are ok JC if you are reading- sending you lots of love. xx

Where are you up to Sadie? How's the wedding planning going??

Love sue. xx

JEP · 26 Jun 2011

Hello girls
Just typing a message on here for jc mainly as we haven't heard from you for what feels like forever and I haven't found you lurking on any other threads. I knew you were thinking of doing your next cycle in jan and wondered how you a chick. Being honest I'm a bit worried I can't find you, but if it's just that you are having a break from ivf and the bb then that is just fine. I really just wanted you to know I (and we) are thinking of you
Reply if you want to (and are even still reading this?!) but if you read and don't reply just knowing you've read this will settle my thoughts!

Lots of love
JEP
Ps sadie - enjoy your big day - coming up soon! Whhhooooooo whhoooooo x

Jc x · 30 Jul 2011

Hi guys sorry not been round, ive been some what busy with a surprise pregnacy must of happened the month after the misscarrage Smile

I was waiting for my next cycle but it never came, so after 2 wk of thinking i had no chance i tested and got a BFP, the clinic scanned me and i had a shock when they told me i was 10 wk and 2 days and saw a perfectly formed little baby. The period i thought i had after the misscarrage must of been an implant or hormonal bleed cause im 6 mth pregnant still cant believe it !!!!
I hope you all have good news for me too if not now i pray you can soon, because we all do deserve to be mummy's, though ii know we all already are x x

JEP · 26 Jun 2011

OH MY GOD!!!

That is actually the best news I've heard in ages - you've made my day jc. I am so happy for you chick! I must admit I feared the worst for you and to hear it is totally the oppositite is just fantastic!!

Not got time to write more but will be back. Are you posting on any other threads with your miracle BFP or steering clear of the bb?

Big hugs
JEP
Xxx

Jc x · 30 Jul 2011

Thanks hun, i just wanted to check how you guys were Wink

I will call on again i want to here all about your BFP how far are you now !

AFM I was just keeping myself to myself expecting the worse to happen, but after my 20 wk scan i chilled out about it more and decided to shop Smile

plus with baby jumping round in side its hard not to believe its actually real!!!

Love to all x x x

JEP · 26 Jun 2011

Wonderful jc!!

I understand why you were cautious but agree now 20wk scan done its time to enjoy it!!

I am 11w now so got 12 w nuchal scan on sat. Trying not to get too excited myself and can't wait to start to show a bump and then feel it move later on.

Keep in touch
Xxx

MrsSadie · 30 Jun 2011

JC - OMG so so pleased for you!!!! It was def that hot tub visit with plenty of sparkly wine that did it for you both Wink

!!!!

I was a bit like JEP and worried for you having not heard from you for a bit but what great news!!! What's you EDD, did you find out the sex at the 20 week scan or are you keeping it a surprise?? How are you getting on at work??

Congratulations to you and your DH, speak to you soon xxxxx

Jc x · 30 Jul 2011

omg ive only 7 wks till we meet pip all is going well, reading back though what we all went through with the treatments and all who would of thought it!. My last week at work then thats me done till april Wink

Hope everything is well with you guys, any news?

lots of love JC xx